Wats up December?! yooo~

Soooo...This month had started like almost two weeks ago...I haven't even gotten a christmas list of 'ppl to buy presents for' and i noe it's gonna be ALOT of ppl T.T sorry if i buy somethin stupid like a rubber duckie.. or tissue paper swan~ =P

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I'll TRY to get a decent present.. esp when i hav to plan bday gifts too! omg!!

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This Tuesday is I.O camp!!!! wheeee~!!! I haven't been to a church camp in SOOOOO LONG!! since i was 10 or 11 i think... dam blardy long loh.. and it was my first church camp oso tht time

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Ermmm i hav soo much pics in my phone!!! I'm juz too busy and tired to upload them... EFFF~ darnit... oh NZ frens are bak...SOOO HAPPY ^@^... thennn oh yeahhh~ who ever is reading this is

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Officially invited to my open house christmas party~~ It's mainly jus food oni... tht's the fun part..[not so fun lo]

Its first come..first to get the good better foods~

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Venue: MY HOUSE~ u wan the add sms me~ or contact me personally =P

Date : 25th-12-2009

Time : 11AM- 3 or 4 PM [I forgot]

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errrr yeahhh... anyone is invite yo~!

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ermhhh... ohhh i dyed my hair.. haha.. i dunno wat color it is d =P some parts pink ..some red..some in between mixes of red,pink and orange... hehehe my hair is sooo animated now XD

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I'll post up the pics when i feel like it =P hehehehe i hav raccoon tail ^@^

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well i got to sleep now... Even tho its holidays... its not for me nooooo~ I still have classes... every bloody morning... I'm seriously growing eyebags... maybe cause I stopped exercising... hmmm~ dunno lah~ neways...GNITE!

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XOXO's

Screw YOU~!!!

DADDY~~~ on Saturday 5th-12-09...Me Jolene and Hui Fen went to aud's house to surprise her for her bday~ even though her bday wasn't until wednesday... but THTS THE SURPRISE ^@^

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I lazy upload pics...hahaha... no mood to~ =P use ur imagination

Me and zoe...

She's the first to drop my phone-.-....
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So anyhooo~ Im gonna bitch abt how evil my mom is being again...BCOZZ!!!!

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I woke up late... She's been such a PMS freak these days again....I SWEAR SHE'S HAVING IT NOW!! I'm trying to shut my mouth and keep quiet when she's scolding... but tht lost me afew things... which I'm unsatisfied by keeping quiet...I FEEL LIKE EFFIN SCREAMING IN HER FACE!!!! How bloody unfair she is!!!!!

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She lectures me about things like if I wake up late again The world is going to end~!!

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Its not like i ALWAYS wake up late!... Only sometimes!. and tht's cuz i haven't gotten enough bloody sleep u WOMAN!...She already took away so much from me and i juz keep quiet... And she thinks i haven't learnt my lesson...WTF!? She really wants me to yell back at her??!! Eff wei i din even talk back ...much... d! and its getting worst!!! AHHHHHHHHHH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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watever she's a loser

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Everything also she blames me...SERIOUSLY!!! Even if someone's elses fault and she dunno.. first person she'll point to is me...If i make jus a small mistake i get the end of the worlds lecture!...

So stressed ok!?

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And she expects sooooooo bloody much from me!!!! But at the same time she doesn't believes in me at all...She thinks i really have no feelings!?... she doesn't notice the small things i try to do for her... but small things is never good enough for her...OBVIOUSLY...

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she will never have the heart to love me! I SWEAR TO YOU!

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All she cares about is money... BIG DUH~

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shit wat i wanted to say d.

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I'm craving Carbonara btw..

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And cheese~

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erh..Oh yea..wait.... nvm i forgot again. screw it..

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Tht's all the update ppl

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XOXO's

Emerge 09 partly..POS

Me and daddy Audrey

Doof Wen~ hahaha acting gay~

One of the harajuku's~ not mine but she won 1st runner up~

All the harajuku~ guess which is mine~ bluek~ I'll post up pics later.. when I get them..~ still waiting for them~

Me and daddy Audrey doing bridge

Lu's guys...being guys =.=

Eric and me~ hahahaha

Aaron single base extension~! whoa esther must really enjoyed it~

Vu team trying to do single hand

Guys being guys~

Typical~

Poor Doof Wen hahaha~

Shoulder sit~ heheheheh~

Left to right

Esther,lene,me,Xin Ru,Fei Fun~

Bottom

Aaron,Kevin Khoo,Kent,Jen hann ,Song Sing

Zoe dear and bleh Kent XD

Some of the girls~ Lisa and Shir Wen missing~

Mommy Jolene,Daddy Audrey,Baby ME!wahahahahahha~

Mommy,daddy ,and me

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Happy family XD

Before Final Pos Preview

Doof Wen~ hahahahahhaa

Always makes ppl laugh!! hahaha gonna miss tht ~

Errr-.- Melvin~ bluek!

Daddy Audrey looking thru Doof Wen's wallet~

Doof Wen hehehehhee

Esther and ME~

I miss Pos practices already ...haih~...=(

Scorpion~

I like....NINJA~
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=3

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Well weeks of practices~ and 3 days of emerge... I MISS ALREADY!! I cried on the last day... hahaha it was SO SAD!!... Hugging everybody...I felt soo sad.! REALLY !

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HAIH I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEARS EMERGE~ Me ,Jolene, And Audrey cried..lol missing each other XD... I hate things ending!! Im definetly joining next years EMERGE and as much as I can join while I'm still here =P~

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Can't believe its already almost end of the year... haih =P time passes too fast...TOO FAST I SAY!!!

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I can only hope I can continue making more memories here~ while it lasts...

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Well other things... I skipped skool camp~ hahaha Dear Zoe took my place XD =P

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I feel bad... but my reasons were..cuz my mom's bday...But i guess it didn't matter to her...She took away my 2 months allowance...brilliant huh?... First she cut down my allowance now she takes away everything...watever lah she's always unfair...i can't be bothered nor surprise anymore..=P and oso its her bday...so I don't giv a crap~...I've been staying up till very early~ hahaha being so bored... waking up at 3 pm... now soo lost... no reason to wake up~ sob...NEHO~ GONNA WATCH NEW MOON!! WHEEEE ON THE FIRST DAY IT COMES OUT ^@^ WIF LENE~ HAHAHAH~i wasn't thinking sorry.. i oni cud affor 2 tickets and lene was next to me...IT WAS MEANT TO BE! hehehe can't wait can't wait! wheeee~

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k la.. i go sleep now...I'LL KILL MYSELF IF IM LATE FOR THE MOVIE! GRRRR!!! gnite =3

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XOXO'S

Emerge is juz around the corner...or like..tml ~

Mariah Carey singing -Never Too Far .In the movie 'Glitter'

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I envy~~

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Others i envy is Justin Bieber - One Time

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Friggin hawt cutie~ hahaha like the less gay version of Jesse McCartney..Im not saying Jesse is gay...But jus...=P I still love Jesse~ hehehhe.But Justin...Is...such a hearthrob~He can sing to any girl and win their hearts~

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Neways sry for not updating... Been busy..Emerge is like tml~ And I've been sick since yesterday...Ohhhh yesterday or Just now some of the POS peeps stayed bak to help me with props T.T feel so touched~ cuz the day b4 they stayed bak till 5 sumthin... then jus now they stayed bak till 6 sumthin..AM~!!! hahaha by the time i reached home i could see the sun rising a lil bit~

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I had to do props.. and still haven't really prepared for harajuku T.T

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sob~!

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Newayz got a new phone~ =P so i guess I can update wif pics again soon~ hehehehe

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blah~ Bye i gtg d... ehehhee will about emerge soon~ ^@^ when i EVER hav the time. . cause

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20th-22nd is emerge

23rd-26 is skool camp...

26th is my fren prom at nite~

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Well chaozzzz~

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XOXO's

BLABLABLA I KIK BALLS

Welcome to my DU HAST Cafe'Now'

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The best cafe IN DA WORLD!!! A cafe where guys and girls can be gay~ A cafe that boys becomes girls and girls becomes...girlier.A cafe that Has slaves! A cafe that you can Enjoy the atmosphere of pink and white..a cafe that has a girly aura..and gothic aura coming soon =P...And a cafe that never opens =P

Still under renovation

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Neways I had a funny conv with my sis yesterday XD

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I Was taking a nap...I asked her to wake me when its 2...after she did I noticed that she was going out...And me needing trans to a taxi stand i asked

Me:Where you goin ?

Sis: Summit,wanna come?

Me: I need to go out too..But thru taxi..Can I juz follow you there then leave?

Sis: yeah sure..But you have to get ready now!My fren is waiting outside already.

Me being blur and groggy still.. I knew I didn't have time d...

Me:Bleh.. NVM lah...u go ni

Sis: Why? Juz go like that*pointing to me looking messy*

Me: I look like I juz woke up!!

Sis: You look fine! You look like a SEXY KITTEN*saying in a frisky way*

Me: *LOL* nawww its ok..U go ahead,I'll find my own way

Then I got up and went to the toilet...hehehe =3

Sis:*knocks on toilet door* I left my phone inside!!

Me: oh really? *ngek ngek ngek*

Sis: YEAH hurry up!!

Me: Do you love me??

Sis: yes =.=

Me:Really?? =3

Sis:ughhhh YESSS!!!

Me:Do you think Imma sexy kitten??? =3

Sis:...=.= yeahhh

Me: say ittt~

Sis: you're a sexy kitten =.=

Me: say it like you mean it~~~

Sis: YOU'RE A SEXY KITTEN*in frisky way*

Me:*LMAO*

After that she was like 'Im gonna kill you when I get back! garhhhh~'

XD wahahahahahahahahahah!!!

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Well I better hit the sack =P

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Later got futsal competition[Forced to join,but hey I can kik balls!]Gniteeee

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XOXO's

d.u.n.n.o.e..w.a.t..t.o..b.l.o.g

My phone and number and tv is still out of service T.T... At least I got my lappie bak! ^@^

wohoo..oh joy...

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I've been sleeping very late...LATELY

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Laying in bed full of diff thoughts everynite...

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Sometimes its about skool[screw it] or about family or about errr other random things lah

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Then memories =/

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Before falling asleep last night, I was reminded of the feeling I've been putting away for quite awhile...That feeling that will make ppl go crazy,A feeling that can make u either feel like ur on top of the world..or the lowest point of your life...*sigh* that feeling..is...BLAH!

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ya'll shud noe lah...

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I haven't really felt it since...ERRR!...I mean romanticly larh..But frenly got lor

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Don't know if i miss it..The longer I've been single..The more I wanna stay this way..Don't know when I'll ever wanna feel...THT FEELING again

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When I think of it..My hearts starts to melt,even tears starts to form...Looking thru our memories..T.T EFF THIS...

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I feel like I'm getting more insecure each day...Like I can't trust any guy anymore..=P [in relationship terms], And like I can't let anyone in anymore..Feels abit lonely at times..But keeping busy helps alot i guess =D

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I was also reminded of our sweetest moments.. ;(

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I doubt u'll ever think of them anymore...=P

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But remember...How we'd wish time would stop for a moment..or how we wouldn't want the day to end as we watch the sun slowly disappearing..how we both wud freeze for a moment to stare into each others eyes..how I wud lay in ur arms wanting to stay there forever,cause it was the one place in the world where I never wanna live without..Feeling safe and complete

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Being with you felt like nothing else matters...Everything felt right,for that moment

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*sigh sigh sigh*

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At least now I think of THAT FEELING less and less each day

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Nehoo..Jus to let YA'LL noe..tht I'm not interested in a relationship any time soon.. =P

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So yeah..I ain't ready for anything..YET.. lol

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And even if I was...doesn't mean that I'll get straight into one with jus anyone ; P

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Nyeknyeknyek~

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till next time

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XOXO's

Lalala

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