Sunday, May 30, 2010

Din think so,but wanna believe it so... c3


There are like tons of these...around my house...They like to take a night walk thru my house in the hall too... every night also can see them crawling soo freely~
wuuu~
There were alot of dead ones outside my house ...hehehe wonder how they died XD
*smushed*
*squashed*
Look...a candy cane~
YUMMERS all the way from San Francisco~!!!
T.T soooo goooddd...
Anyways for C3 I had to braid my hair~ hehehe...Which is still in braids now.. I feel soo used to it d...I'm scared of how messy it'll be once i take it out -.-~
Hot Babe Christine showing a pouty face~

I feel sooo RnB
CHEER!!! first day =3
Gecko!! *tsk tsk tsk tsk*
I gots da bubu's~
taddaaaaa I'm not telling you how i got it !
I look like a lil kid here...HAHA Chiew Foong soo badly wanted to take a pic with me doing a cradle XD~ My sweet spotter christine!
buuuuu timing!!!!
see how cacat my feet was???!! Yet i still can stand...This is wat happens when the bases take their eyes off the flyers -.-~ CACAT~~
Cheer face!
We got 2nd place!!! wheee=3 ~~ Awesome for us newcomers!! hehe~~!! First place was rebels~ we dun expect to beat them wei -.-~ maybe next year??? HEHEHE~
It heavy....BUT SHINY~~~~ *.*
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Haih~ here comes the emo part!!!
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Thought I knew you... Thought so much more better out of you... Or maybe not...Well doesn't matter...I told you in the beginning... This could have happened...And Now you've lost any chance of even me trusting you that easily anymore
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I felt so disturbed by it till I literally feel so sick...I thought I was jus too tired at first... But Really it was cause you really disappointed me...F U! . . sry~ im still a lil pissed =3
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I'm listening to eamon-don't want you back ....hehehe so dun mind me ~
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I don't understand... I feel like history is repeating itself....I noe wat I would tell myself... I noe what I shouldn't do...But...I'm only human...I'm too soft...=( I'm clueless now...I...
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BLAH....Dun wanna talk about it anymore... I'm gonna watch some horror movie....BYE!...
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XOXO's

Friday, May 28, 2010

JERK~ XD

Excuse the scary freaky pic~ hehehe... i like it XD~

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Neways I've been getting my sleeping time better... but for today I'm still up cause I'm kinda nervous... Tml is mat testing at 1U.... then Sat is the comp... geez.... I'm sweating thru my hands already... I hope I don't mess up...I WON'T I WON'T !!!...@.@~~
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Well anyhooo~~ my main point for blogging is about JERKS!!!
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Or also known as Boys...Guys not man..
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Whats the difference?? Well you tell me~
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How do you define the difference between a Man and a Boy...Does a Man have to pay for the whole date? Or the first to sms or call you...A man who takes responsibility for his actions...Knows how to touch a girl? *not jus physically-.-* Knows how to treat a girl? Can provide for her financially and mentally and emotionally ? and...other...ally... ._.~
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Then whats a boy??? An immature , irresponsible , childish , selfish person? How does a boy ever learn to grow up?? seriously... Like does he have to get some hard hitting of reality before he realises how much time he has wasted being such a kid?
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I really don't get it... When a man says 'I love you' You can really see in his eyes... That he means it for all the right reasons...Not jus cause you're beautiful,hot,sexy,smart,cute,funny or watever... Jus cause Everytime you're both apart...He misses you...He misses you being in his arms...Missing you to do that embarassing thing tht he finds irresistably adorable... Missing every lil flaw you have that makes him smile...
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But When a Boy says 'I love you' he maybe mean it...But not from his heart...But only cause he thinks he's really in love...If he really loved her...He wouldn't always wanna stick to her like glue...Not giving her space to breath or even the chance to miss you... Its jus gonna get irritating BOY~ . . . Being in love means learning to let go sometimes... You're gonna miss her...Which makes things awesome... cause she wants you to miss her! not stick with her everywhere she goes!! . . . She wants you to always think of other before yourself... Being selfless...
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There's a difference between you caring for her and you thinking that you're caring for her , but in reality... you are just controlling her ~ BIG NO!!!!FREAKING BIG NO
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Its like when she goes out till late with her friends...And you advice her not to stay out too late...And to let you know when she's home...That's caring for her...On the other hand If you tell her something like 'Its late you better go home now!' don't freaking force her...esp with anger! If you say it like you're advicing her and in a sweet gentle tone... there's more chances she will listen to you and still love you in the end XD~~~ seriously~!
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Oh yeah... Girls don't like emo guys... Its such a buzz kill! party pooper!! dead fish! .
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Nobody wants to feel down when they're in a good mood...You emo-ing to ur girl is not good... unless u r sharing ur probs with her so she can understand ur situation a lil bit better... dun freggin lie about it -.-~ If ur not gonna tell her about why u r emo then don't even bother talking to her...Its not like she's gonna be psychic and noe whats wrong and wat to do immediatly...
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geez~
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hmmm... I dunno where I'm goin with this d XD~ jus had alot to get out of my chest...Boys are jus Immature lil beings... sometimes I start to think...Maybe I should try to explore...Like See how older men are like... and compare with younger boys... Since so far -.-~ ehem... nvm~~
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HEHEHHE~wow .... my butt is numb..... whoaaa... i can't feel it....
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dude~~
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it feels awesome....HAHAHAHA!! sounds wrong but NO! its jus feeless~ k?!
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ok larhhh~ u dirty minded JERK!=3 gonna try to roll over my bed and sleep~
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I love you!
succkkaaaa
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XOXO's

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Stop talking that bla bla bla~~~Happy bday Babe Jolene!!!

This is my girl XD~~~ latest drawing.. In the beginning her nose was bloody ugly~~
Then i tried to shorten it abit
And abit more =P
tadddaaaa~~~ she's ugly XD~~~~ hahahahahahahaha
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bleheheheheh a big shout out to~
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE MOMMY!!!! ^@^~~~ I LOVE YOU!
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HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BABE~~~
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Please wait for your gift yeah??? HEHEHE~ =3 I'm still... not sure what to get you yet... hehehehe~~
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Hav another fulfilling year!! have a blessed year baby!!!!! wheeeee ^@^~~~I LOVE YOU!!!!
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that's all for now folks~~ hehehehe~~
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XOXO's

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

juz cuz we are related...Juz cuz i love to eat...sports day 10'...*insomnia returns*

My poo and my mom's poo~lol~ both given as gifts from my bro Nik~
Go green~
It happens when we are in a jam
We act...
Like idiots
And you can't do nothin bout it~
Juz cuz we're awesome tht way~
*roll rolls twist twist*
TAAaaDDAAaA~~~
Seriously
Red light green light! Red light green light!
Looneeyyyyy~!!!
Mothers day dinner a Lacherratas*i dunno how to spell so screw it*


Alot of CHEESE~ YUMMMERSS!!
Meet Adriel~
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Sports day... Got like freggin sun burn on my back becuz i was protecting my toes more -.-~ urghhh~ i tot my hair wud cover my back... guess it din T.T i hav a freggin tan line... and now i'm like triple tanned cause of Sunway Lagoon yesterday oso...BUT IT WAS AWESOME FUN!!
My dear kimmy on her Blackberry constantly!!!! and to the right is my dear gay bestie smurf =3 *he's not really gay*
Me helping teacher with the satays~
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well not really... But i did abit! XD serves him right for bullying me~ =P and constant teasing about me being a natural blonde! bluekkkssss!!
Wohoo~ free of slave labor~ XD
I was squeezing myself under the shade from the sun XD
My babe b4 her match~ sooo proud of them!!! USJ for the first time in a long time for netball division won 1st place against PJ !!! Pj who's always the winning team previous years while we stood in 2nd place~ ITS SUCH A CINDERELLA STORY!! XD USJ got 1st place for netball,football,and basketball man!!! WOOTS~ wish i could hav played netball this year T.T oh well~~ hahaha they did superbly awesome!!!! super proud of them!!!
I wanna die laying in your arms
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
sharing in everything you do~
You're everything I can have
But the only one I can't be with
XOXO's