shiattzzz

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YO~

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I'm in cc now.. juz to let ya'll know that my internet is down now... so i can't blog nor anything ..hehehhe sorry for not updatin~ but if i go to my facebook... the pics will the story ~ =D

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teeehheeeee hmmm well before i go~ HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL~

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Can't wait...

...Since i'm here I'll write down some of my new years resolution...

1. lose some weight =P

2. decide what I wanna do in life[as in career]

3.errr i dunno~ hehehehhee

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i go play cs lah

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XOXO's

Wats up December?! yooo~

Soooo...This month had started like almost two weeks ago...I haven't even gotten a christmas list of 'ppl to buy presents for' and i noe it's gonna be ALOT of ppl T.T sorry if i buy somethin stupid like a rubber duckie.. or tissue paper swan~ =P

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I'll TRY to get a decent present.. esp when i hav to plan bday gifts too! omg!!

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This Tuesday is I.O camp!!!! wheeee~!!! I haven't been to a church camp in SOOOOO LONG!! since i was 10 or 11 i think... dam blardy long loh.. and it was my first church camp oso tht time

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Ermmm i hav soo much pics in my phone!!! I'm juz too busy and tired to upload them... EFFF~ darnit... oh NZ frens are bak...SOOO HAPPY ^@^... thennn oh yeahhh~ who ever is reading this is

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Officially invited to my open house christmas party~~ It's mainly jus food oni... tht's the fun part..[not so fun lo]

Its first come..first to get the good better foods~

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Venue: MY HOUSE~ u wan the add sms me~ or contact me personally =P

Date : 25th-12-2009

Time : 11AM- 3 or 4 PM [I forgot]

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errrr yeahhh... anyone is invite yo~!

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ermhhh... ohhh i dyed my hair.. haha.. i dunno wat color it is d =P some parts pink ..some red..some in between mixes of red,pink and orange... hehehe my hair is sooo animated now XD

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I'll post up the pics when i feel like it =P hehehehe i hav raccoon tail ^@^

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well i got to sleep now... Even tho its holidays... its not for me nooooo~ I still have classes... every bloody morning... I'm seriously growing eyebags... maybe cause I stopped exercising... hmmm~ dunno lah~ neways...GNITE!

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XOXO's

Screw YOU~!!!

DADDY~~~ on Saturday 5th-12-09...Me Jolene and Hui Fen went to aud's house to surprise her for her bday~ even though her bday wasn't until wednesday... but THTS THE SURPRISE ^@^

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I lazy upload pics...hahaha... no mood to~ =P use ur imagination

Me and zoe...

She's the first to drop my phone-.-....
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So anyhooo~ Im gonna bitch abt how evil my mom is being again...BCOZZ!!!!

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I woke up late... She's been such a PMS freak these days again....I SWEAR SHE'S HAVING IT NOW!! I'm trying to shut my mouth and keep quiet when she's scolding... but tht lost me afew things... which I'm unsatisfied by keeping quiet...I FEEL LIKE EFFIN SCREAMING IN HER FACE!!!! How bloody unfair she is!!!!!

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She lectures me about things like if I wake up late again The world is going to end~!!

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Its not like i ALWAYS wake up late!... Only sometimes!. and tht's cuz i haven't gotten enough bloody sleep u WOMAN!...She already took away so much from me and i juz keep quiet... And she thinks i haven't learnt my lesson...WTF!? She really wants me to yell back at her??!! Eff wei i din even talk back ...much... d! and its getting worst!!! AHHHHHHHHHH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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watever she's a loser

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Everything also she blames me...SERIOUSLY!!! Even if someone's elses fault and she dunno.. first person she'll point to is me...If i make jus a small mistake i get the end of the worlds lecture!...

So stressed ok!?

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And she expects sooooooo bloody much from me!!!! But at the same time she doesn't believes in me at all...She thinks i really have no feelings!?... she doesn't notice the small things i try to do for her... but small things is never good enough for her...OBVIOUSLY...

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she will never have the heart to love me! I SWEAR TO YOU!

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All she cares about is money... BIG DUH~

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shit wat i wanted to say d.

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I'm craving Carbonara btw..

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And cheese~

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erh..Oh yea..wait.... nvm i forgot again. screw it..

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Tht's all the update ppl

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XOXO's

Emerge 09 partly..POS

Me and daddy Audrey

Doof Wen~ hahaha acting gay~

One of the harajuku's~ not mine but she won 1st runner up~

All the harajuku~ guess which is mine~ bluek~ I'll post up pics later.. when I get them..~ still waiting for them~

Me and daddy Audrey doing bridge

Lu's guys...being guys =.=

Eric and me~ hahahaha

Aaron single base extension~! whoa esther must really enjoyed it~

Vu team trying to do single hand

Guys being guys~

Typical~

Poor Doof Wen hahaha~

Shoulder sit~ heheheheh~

Left to right

Esther,lene,me,Xin Ru,Fei Fun~

Bottom

Aaron,Kevin Khoo,Kent,Jen hann ,Song Sing

Zoe dear and bleh Kent XD

Some of the girls~ Lisa and Shir Wen missing~

Mommy Jolene,Daddy Audrey,Baby ME!wahahahahahha~

Mommy,daddy ,and me

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Happy family XD

Before Final Pos Preview

Doof Wen~ hahahahahhaa

Always makes ppl laugh!! hahaha gonna miss tht ~

Errr-.- Melvin~ bluek!

Daddy Audrey looking thru Doof Wen's wallet~

Doof Wen hehehehhee

Esther and ME~

I miss Pos practices already ...haih~...=(

Scorpion~

I like....NINJA~
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=3

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Well weeks of practices~ and 3 days of emerge... I MISS ALREADY!! I cried on the last day... hahaha it was SO SAD!!... Hugging everybody...I felt soo sad.! REALLY !

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HAIH I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEARS EMERGE~ Me ,Jolene, And Audrey cried..lol missing each other XD... I hate things ending!! Im definetly joining next years EMERGE and as much as I can join while I'm still here =P~

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Can't believe its already almost end of the year... haih =P time passes too fast...TOO FAST I SAY!!!

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I can only hope I can continue making more memories here~ while it lasts...

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Well other things... I skipped skool camp~ hahaha Dear Zoe took my place XD =P

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I feel bad... but my reasons were..cuz my mom's bday...But i guess it didn't matter to her...She took away my 2 months allowance...brilliant huh?... First she cut down my allowance now she takes away everything...watever lah she's always unfair...i can't be bothered nor surprise anymore..=P and oso its her bday...so I don't giv a crap~...I've been staying up till very early~ hahaha being so bored... waking up at 3 pm... now soo lost... no reason to wake up~ sob...NEHO~ GONNA WATCH NEW MOON!! WHEEEE ON THE FIRST DAY IT COMES OUT ^@^ WIF LENE~ HAHAHAH~i wasn't thinking sorry.. i oni cud affor 2 tickets and lene was next to me...IT WAS MEANT TO BE! hehehe can't wait can't wait! wheeee~

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k la.. i go sleep now...I'LL KILL MYSELF IF IM LATE FOR THE MOVIE! GRRRR!!! gnite =3

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XOXO'S

Emerge is juz around the corner...or like..tml ~

Mariah Carey singing -Never Too Far .In the movie 'Glitter'

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I envy~~

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Others i envy is Justin Bieber - One Time

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Friggin hawt cutie~ hahaha like the less gay version of Jesse McCartney..Im not saying Jesse is gay...But jus...=P I still love Jesse~ hehehhe.But Justin...Is...such a hearthrob~He can sing to any girl and win their hearts~

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Neways sry for not updating... Been busy..Emerge is like tml~ And I've been sick since yesterday...Ohhhh yesterday or Just now some of the POS peeps stayed bak to help me with props T.T feel so touched~ cuz the day b4 they stayed bak till 5 sumthin... then jus now they stayed bak till 6 sumthin..AM~!!! hahaha by the time i reached home i could see the sun rising a lil bit~

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I had to do props.. and still haven't really prepared for harajuku T.T

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sob~!

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Newayz got a new phone~ =P so i guess I can update wif pics again soon~ hehehehe

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blah~ Bye i gtg d... ehehhee will about emerge soon~ ^@^ when i EVER hav the time. . cause

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20th-22nd is emerge

23rd-26 is skool camp...

26th is my fren prom at nite~

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Well chaozzzz~

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XOXO's

BLABLABLA I KIK BALLS

Welcome to my DU HAST Cafe'Now'

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The best cafe IN DA WORLD!!! A cafe where guys and girls can be gay~ A cafe that boys becomes girls and girls becomes...girlier.A cafe that Has slaves! A cafe that you can Enjoy the atmosphere of pink and white..a cafe that has a girly aura..and gothic aura coming soon =P...And a cafe that never opens =P

Still under renovation

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Neways I had a funny conv with my sis yesterday XD

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I Was taking a nap...I asked her to wake me when its 2...after she did I noticed that she was going out...And me needing trans to a taxi stand i asked

Me:Where you goin ?

Sis: Summit,wanna come?

Me: I need to go out too..But thru taxi..Can I juz follow you there then leave?

Sis: yeah sure..But you have to get ready now!My fren is waiting outside already.

Me being blur and groggy still.. I knew I didn't have time d...

Me:Bleh.. NVM lah...u go ni

Sis: Why? Juz go like that*pointing to me looking messy*

Me: I look like I juz woke up!!

Sis: You look fine! You look like a SEXY KITTEN*saying in a frisky way*

Me: *LOL* nawww its ok..U go ahead,I'll find my own way

Then I got up and went to the toilet...hehehe =3

Sis:*knocks on toilet door* I left my phone inside!!

Me: oh really? *ngek ngek ngek*

Sis: YEAH hurry up!!

Me: Do you love me??

Sis: yes =.=

Me:Really?? =3

Sis:ughhhh YESSS!!!

Me:Do you think Imma sexy kitten??? =3

Sis:...=.= yeahhh

Me: say ittt~

Sis: you're a sexy kitten =.=

Me: say it like you mean it~~~

Sis: YOU'RE A SEXY KITTEN*in frisky way*

Me:*LMAO*

After that she was like 'Im gonna kill you when I get back! garhhhh~'

XD wahahahahahahahahahah!!!

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Well I better hit the sack =P

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Later got futsal competition[Forced to join,but hey I can kik balls!]Gniteeee

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XOXO's

d.u.n.n.o.e..w.a.t..t.o..b.l.o.g

My phone and number and tv is still out of service T.T... At least I got my lappie bak! ^@^

wohoo..oh joy...

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I've been sleeping very late...LATELY

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Laying in bed full of diff thoughts everynite...

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Sometimes its about skool[screw it] or about family or about errr other random things lah

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Then memories =/

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Before falling asleep last night, I was reminded of the feeling I've been putting away for quite awhile...That feeling that will make ppl go crazy,A feeling that can make u either feel like ur on top of the world..or the lowest point of your life...*sigh* that feeling..is...BLAH!

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ya'll shud noe lah...

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I haven't really felt it since...ERRR!...I mean romanticly larh..But frenly got lor

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Don't know if i miss it..The longer I've been single..The more I wanna stay this way..Don't know when I'll ever wanna feel...THT FEELING again

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When I think of it..My hearts starts to melt,even tears starts to form...Looking thru our memories..T.T EFF THIS...

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I feel like I'm getting more insecure each day...Like I can't trust any guy anymore..=P [in relationship terms], And like I can't let anyone in anymore..Feels abit lonely at times..But keeping busy helps alot i guess =D

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I was also reminded of our sweetest moments.. ;(

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I doubt u'll ever think of them anymore...=P

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But remember...How we'd wish time would stop for a moment..or how we wouldn't want the day to end as we watch the sun slowly disappearing..how we both wud freeze for a moment to stare into each others eyes..how I wud lay in ur arms wanting to stay there forever,cause it was the one place in the world where I never wanna live without..Feeling safe and complete

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Being with you felt like nothing else matters...Everything felt right,for that moment

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*sigh sigh sigh*

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At least now I think of THAT FEELING less and less each day

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Nehoo..Jus to let YA'LL noe..tht I'm not interested in a relationship any time soon.. =P

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So yeah..I ain't ready for anything..YET.. lol

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And even if I was...doesn't mean that I'll get straight into one with jus anyone ; P

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Nyeknyeknyek~

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till next time

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XOXO's

Lalala

Yoyo .... Wat up yooooo ... My com is still being fixed. Zzzz suck eggs man .. ... Fycihvhrtxirxixfxfx@&$:"(9).!8( efffffffggffffffff....

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My du hast cafe in facebook~ =P

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I wud update the latest pic of my cafe..

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But now my com has a virus or is juz being retarded=.=...

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So I'won't be updating anytime soon till my laptop is fixed..And also I've been busy these few days~ hehehehe~...

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Okie then...My com is still being retarded... Bye~

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XOXO's

I'm in love with OWL CITY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw go search this one up urself it called fireflies-Owl city


Vanilla twillight


Meteor shower

So far I've oni heard these few songs.. hehehe

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Its the melody that gives this song such a cute attractive tune!!

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I luv it!!! ^@^

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Ermm.. yeah... I'll update more soon... when i have things to update =P

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XOXO's

Bday's.Busy week~

The lil actor and actress~

I forgot when all these happened... So yeah...hehehe~

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I was helping my bro act for his Project...i was da 'MOM'

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=.=~ The video turned out very funny! hahaha Love it!!

We made a college student to a grandma~~~ hahahaha she looks like a zombie d ~

Went to forgot where...and forgot when.. .saw a bigass cat!!! bigger than my dog wei!!! hahahah~

So cute!!

Celebrated Jo's bday last week..~ went to 'soul-ed out'

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Ordered 'S.O.S' it was so cute! I wanted to try it~ All cause it was drinking out from a test tube~ nyehehehe~

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Had fun...The cake was the best cake EVAAAAAAAAA~

AND I MEAN LIKE EVAAAAA~

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hehehe~

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Shyong wei made it...SOOO NICEEE~ @.@ I WANT MOREEE~!!!

Bday girlll~!!! hahahaha

Cute

Wait for it~.....

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Bam!!! hhahahahahah~ ..

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poor cake..

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But it was to delicious to waste!

Smushed cake~
Zoe me Jo

A day after that got another bday ._.

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JUSTIN'S BDAY~ WAHAHAHAHA~

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i LOVE CAKES!!!

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We surprised him twice~ First was like bringing out the cake

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2nd was when after he thought it was over,we quickly went to his house and had eggs and flour and water guns ready~

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Then SABO HIM~ NYAHAHHAHA~

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Soooooo fun~!!

Sry no pics... hehehe i'm waiting to steal some pics~ nyehehehe~

Ate at pasta Zanmai wif Carson

I was like REALLY REALLY REALLY Craving Japanese~

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I spent soo much T.T

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And ate too much

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hahahaha

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Pokai d...

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not relli..

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But over budget-ed~

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Bohooo~ T.T

I left a whole mess...I ate very messily~ hahahaa, I felt like it was the kinda food to be eaten as a mess~!

Later on I was walking.And I passed by these bunch of fishes~! soooo cool~... they sold fishes like selling keychains...hahaha~ new stall in pyramid~

Later met up wif Kent and Jolene~... We were such Idz~ XD... Standing in front of 'Forever 21'

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Posed~ XD super fun~!! hahahaha

Modelz~I dun like the pose I made! I felt pregnant!!!! XD

My eyes were closed for this one~ hahahaha

When I was working at Sunway with frens~ Last month~

Harajuku competition~

My creativity with balloons...

Zoe as my model...=.= I was not happy with her make up and hair

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BIATCH...

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blehh~

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=3

Nehooo~

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The story is...At first it was only me and Zoe... But Everyone was like sayin how difficult it will be if only 2 of us... Then I was like.. ok la... If u say we nid some1 else... Then they assigned me to some stranger I don't know,At first I thought she was ok... Cause all I needed was a helping hand,Some1 to do the things I already had planned!

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She said she wasn't a pro in make up,Then I told her that its ok.. I juz nid some1 to help me..BUt feel free to giv some ideas.

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So the next day we met[i was an hour late cuz i stayed up till 6 am finishing up the costume!]Her cg leader called me...And asking

CG: Is this Hannah?

Me: Yeah?

CG: Where are you?

Me: I'm near already.

CG: How long does it take get here? From 9 to 11 ah?

I was like... wtf=.=.... She said it in like... such a *bleh* way!

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Then Later I gave stupid excuses...zzz

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Definetly not joining her CG... pui~

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Then we had about an hour to prac the make up,So I asked the GIRL if she had any ideas..I showed her my idea from what i practiced recently...Then she kept telling me her ideas blablablabla i was like ._. !

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Ok then I asked her to try on Zoe first...And I'll be brutally honest...Zoe looked like an effing clown=.=.....

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I tried to be nice...I asked her to do some changes... but she kept using the word 'OUTSTANDING'

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Then after awhile I really tried insisting on my idea...Cause afterall I was the designer and I already tested it and I knew what i want to match the outfit...But she was sooooooo!!!! ARGHHH!

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So I jus let it go...I was getting very pissed...Even she saw it... But still she pushed on insisting! Ef~

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Then I jus give up...I was like 'Fine...Do what you want'

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She didn't just change my make up! She changed my effing hairstyle too!!!

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Then the oni thing on her face and hair tht was mine ..was a spider web and balloons...

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*fast forward*

We lost...obviously=.=...Cause the judges judged more on hair and make up[something I didn't even noe!!]

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At first I was upset I lost..Then after I got upset at the fact I let some random stranger who doesn't know what she was doing push me over!

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Then I kept complaining to my family...Till I cried..hahaha not cuz i was sad.. but cuz I was angry!

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heeeeheheee~ =P

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Well I'm done here...

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Oh yeah~ Today I got news that the judges wanted to give us a 2nd chance~ yaya~

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Means I'm in the finals ^@^~ huhuhu~

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But bad news is...I can't change my team ppl=.=... sucks eggs....

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Efff~

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haih... At least I've learnt from my mistakes...I won't let her push me over d...grrrr..I'll bite her muther effing face off if she tries again...!!

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XOXO's