I've Never said anything,I wish to hav said

Chocolate cupcake~ RED ICING... I couldn't help it =3~ THX ^@^

To..errr ??? HEHEHEHEHE YEAHHH THX~!!

Eating si ham with len is an addiction!! dammit... Bad addiction!! lol..After finishing everything...We were waiting for Justin... And also waiting for the rain to stop -.-

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Jolene started to create ...Well I dunno what she was doing... But she was like stacking the shells in order or something..Then I decided to do something too~

My Si Ham Tower ~

Her Si Ham...Thing~~~ =P dunno what it is... But its neater than mine~ =B

Can you see the tip?? lol..

Neehoooo~ My main point of blogging now... Is...Haih..

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My oldest brother is leaving tml...=( Jan,Sunday 24th,10'...

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He's the one in black...on the right of the pic..My oldest bro...=(

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I've always talked about how he should move out and get a life...And now that he REALLY is leaving for good...I feel regretful...I now wish nothing has to change...

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I don't really know much about my brother Daniel..But I can tell you about what I do know...I know that He loves his games like a guy would love a girl...HAHAHAH sry if I put that in a wrong way... But its true XD

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I know that when he's about to smile.. He tries not to..I don't really know why..Esp when he looks better smilling...

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I know that he never shows love nor care to ppl...But on the other side... He actually does care and love...He doesn't dare to show it..

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I also know that...We've never said I love you to each other before...T.T

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I've always said bad things about him...But I really truly just want him to love me back... As I truly Love my brother...Both my brothers...And my world will end if I lose either one of them... They've both taken care of me...At some times..Or the most when i needed them..*Gosh I think I'm crying*

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I really pray My brother will go there safely and study well..And make good friends..And take care of himself..If anyone tries to hurt my brother..I will personally fly there to slice,strangle,drown,melt,and etc. that guy or girl who even thinks about it...I DARN FREGGIN WILL!!! MARK MY BLOODY WORDS!!

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I hope I won't cry sending him off later...or I will hav to slap myself doing so... -.-...At least he's coming bak for christmas~i do hope...

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Nways...I better go now...Before i start to feel more..emotional...

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gnite..

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XOXO's

I love you my brother Daniel...Always have always will...

Listen to the beat of my Heart

Music is everything to me,without it I'd probably die man

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no lah... But It would be darn boring!... Music helped me alot...I really don't know why... But it helps me feel better or..sometimes worst XD... BUT ANYHO~ Its been my best friend since I can remember...It holds many memories...It can bring you up or down...Happy,sad,angry,Love, and etc.

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It got me thru my worst of times...Now when I listen to certain songs... I reminis about what happened during the period of when I heard that certain song...Blah... It just tells so much stories and reminds me so much of my happy or sad past

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I bet that happens to EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON EARTH... Even just a simple lullaby will remind you of anything at all

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This song reminds me of when I'd got addicted to the game because of SOMEONE~!! hahaha...High Priest ^@^

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The rest of the songs below are just new songs I met recently =3

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Enjoy~~

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This is a kinda old.. but nicee


This one was intro to me by mahh mommy~ JOLENE~ hahahah ^@^ daymmm nice!

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Well...Im goin now...goin to doze off somewhere...weeeweee~

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XOXO's

In Everything Has Its Limits...And You're Really Crossing It

I've been there and with you whenever you needed me.I didn't ask anything in return...I juz loved you more than my own flesh and blood... You were an important part of my life...No one understood you as well as I could...I resisted everything bad you said...And Always told you good things about you...When you barely said much good about me...

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I admit I've blown up afew times before... Complaining about you...But I still sucked it up... And held you for much longer...I kept everything I felt from you...I only showed you love and concern and care,But it didnt seem like you cared much...There were times you care about me.. But sometimes in the wrong way..I try to teach,advise,and show you love...But you seem to juz move away ,shutting everything I said down.

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I really wonder if you could ever find anyone else who can handle you the way I do...ALOT of ppl really cant stand your careless attitude...You really better change before you lose everything important around you...I'm really disappointed to what you've become...Maybe I gave in too much...Your Proudness has taken you over till you don't realise it

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I really Feel like I shouldn't be bothered anymore...But I still care...I won't give up..

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But seriously...If you keep on pushing my buttons... I will let you go...Even I have my limits...And you're really starting to reach it...

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You always wonder whats wrong with everyone else when you only think about yourself...And no one else around you...You better start to get a brain or grow one...

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I sacrifice alot for you...I'm getting very tired of this...

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XOXO's

Public transport pisses me off~!!!

He yoooo~So anyways today i met a new fwennn ^@^ in my fashion school..hehehe JACOB~

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Hopefully he's a keeper XD since he also is new..and coincidently were frens wif Kent.. and tht's how we actually met each other before actually...HEHE...Nehoo maiii main story is.....

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Public transport I very HaTe~!!!

Everday I go to my fashion school by the train from Subang to KL... then blablabla

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Thing I hate about trains is that *UNgentleman* Guys would not care about anyone else around... No one but themselves... once the door opens... they'd shove anyone away just to get in and get a seat...LIKE BLOODY HELL.. Those seats were meant for the disabled,elderly,pregnant-ly,ppl! unless there's not many ppl then feel free to sit... But shoving your way through??? Is very stupid...

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There was this guy and girl*probably bf/gf* they had a whole bunch of laugage... Then opposite me was an empty seat...As I was just standing leaning against something... the guy rushed in before his girlfren*note they were teenagers* And took the seat...without even asking the girl to sit!!! WTF??!! I mean even if its not bf gf oso... Still des not give him an excuse to sit straight away...That's not the end of it... After a few stops there was an empty sit next to the guy now... then now only he asked the gf whether she wants to sit... but she said no thx... Then the gf turned around and looked at me and then look back at the bf saying" make way la..let her sit" then I shaked my head saying no thx.. but the guy scootched anyways... Instead of scootching all the way... he only scootched half way... and was taking up 2 seats-.-.... He looked soo immature... I kept looking at him...*gave the you-should-be-ashamed-bluek! look*

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Then after that as always en the door opened to get out.. he rushed and pushed his way to the front... EVEN PUSHED THE GF AWAY!WTF!? Maybe he thought his laugage was the biggest so he had to get out first before its too late??? BULL!!!

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I hate public transport... BLEH! inconsiderate ppl... PUI!! there were only some who were considerate... But rare~ Like when there's an empty seat the guy would ask me if i wanted to sit... Then even after I said no thanks...He still didn't sit down...He continued standing... AWW~

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oh oh oh !!!

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There was once these bunch of irritating LALA girls! barf!

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When we went in the train... they were like squeeking and rushing for the seats... SOOO STUPID...Then there was this old man who was heading for one of the seats... But the stupid inconsiderate girl rushed to the seat before the old uncle could reach it... He ended up standing up...I felt sooo irritated hearing them giggle blabalblabla!!! esp when I'm not really a morning person... My mood ain't good... HMPF!

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pyuu pyuuu pyuu~

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nehooooo~

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I forgot what I wanted to say some more... HMMMMMM~~ I miss skating =(

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dammit..

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HAIH

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k la... cyazzz~~ HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

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5.15,18,22,25.7.28...Time to Start Over

I know I should have let you go a long time ago

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But I couldn't accept it...I was in denial...But now...It seems that you've moved on

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Maybe its time for me too...Time to put behind as my memories...Lay it all down...Dry up my tears from all the pain

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I'm done with this for good... i promise.. =/ i hope...

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This year I'm starting all over again...I won't let the past bother me...Not even you...I still hav a part of me that loves you to bits,But i won't let that get in the way of my life

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09' Has been the most memorable year of me life!!! haha...

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wonder what's in store for year 10' can't wait... =/

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Lets get started yo??

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I'm starting fresh !!! =D

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Don't ask me stupid ques or I will slap you KAO KAO!!!! ^@^ *smacks*

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hmmmm~ mmmkayyyyy I'm cheerie!! I'm happie~! Im really alrite...

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I am...

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XOXO's