Friday, October 22, 2010




J.Lewis... You're just soo irristable~!!

I'm in love now ;D

Sexy baby~On the dance floor~
Move your body~Stealing the whole show~
He's amazing~What more can I say~
That's my baby~Dancin' for me~

oh man~~~

hehehehhehehe....hey why am I so small -.-~

wheeeeee

hmm... nvm~lol... I LOVE J.LEWIS~ WAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!!!!MINE! =P

XOXO's

Monday, October 18, 2010

Stop trying to read me! for 'The older one'

Just cause you watch those tv series doesn't mean you can read my face!!
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Stop treating me as if I don't know how to take care of myself -.- ishhh.. I hate how you favor the goody one so much more... so what I've been ...a..err... I've had my bad times b4.. I've learnt from my mistakes..If you think you've never made any and wanna repeat history all over again fine do so...You treat me like a rebel bitch I'll bring all the way around and let history slap you in the face all over again
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You've caused this to urself! If you knew how to handle us and not be soo freaking hard headed or even jus be a lil more open then maybe I could have turn out better not living with some regrets still in hand? Now I feel like crudz. Tho you treated me like crap last time I still maintained some things in tact and never did anything tht bad! I didn't need you to help me! Through all my feeling and thoughts! you were never there for me
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I envy-ed all the good relationships I see my other friends having between them and the 'older ones' I don't exactly hate how I've turned out.But I hate what I had to go through.You think everyone has to go through with this?? You it was normal to treat me the way you did? There was a time that I felt happiest when I was away from it all...The dam best times of my life without any of you! I loved it...Cause not being with all of you made me feel more safe and secure...I wouldn't have to feel like I'm in prison..Even when the place sucked... I still enjoyed it more than where I was..A dark place that I'd jump away from.. Till today.. If I ever looked back.. I still can't thank you for what you did... Honestly... They tell me that I'd thank you one day for it...But that day still hasn't come... I'd probably never thank you for it.. Cause its one part of my life that ruined our relationship... You have no one else to blame but urself too...How could I ever lean on you for help when all I felt was fear from you? How Could I have ever come to you for help when I can't trust you? How can I be honest with you when I know you could never handle it without bursting out in anger and violence? Guess I know why I am who I am today from such great ....ermmm teaching skills?..... -.-
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I can't say what , And I can't say who
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But If you're smart.. You'd know what I'm talking bout... gtg now chaoz~
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XOXO's

Wednesday, October 13, 2010








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XOXO's

Friday, October 8, 2010

Bubble dreams

*crushed*
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lol
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What a jerk =(
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Left me alone in the middle of the dark mornin...T.T WHY!?
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I love lady gaga's song~
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lalalala~
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Had cheer pract today...How fun =3
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Muscles alll freggin sore!!! And jus got bitten =P
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soo stressed =( Performance on Monday....WEED!!!
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I'm soo scared wei.... NUUUUUUUUUUUU~
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I wan a rabbit =3
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Can't sleep
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But so tired
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I wan ice cream
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No i dun
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OMG!BUTTERFLY!
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WhY !?
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I'm hotcold~
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BUBBLEZ!
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T.T
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kayz
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errr
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no
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yes
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DOOFF
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XOXO's

Thursday, October 7, 2010

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I'm so scared
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Pls pls pls don't let it be
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I really can't handle this now
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Haih
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damnit
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This seriously can't be happening
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XOXO's

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Just cause it wasn't enough
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There's a whole lotta things that I will forgive
But I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end
Till you pushed me in the fire

I tried to believe you but something is wrong
You won't look in my eyes tell me what's going on

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said, that's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Chorus
Hurry up, hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You're still guilty cuz you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh ey ey ey ey ey oh oh oh oh woah
Yeah you're stuttering
Oh oh oh oh oh ey ey ey ey ey oh oh oh oh woah
Yeah you're stuttering

Now the seconds turn into minutes now
But you won't give me an answer


You can tell me this, you can tell me that
But don't say you don't remember

Cuz I know you better than you know yourself
So don't say I'm crazy, I know very well

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said, that's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Chorus

I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now
The-uh-uh best thing you can do for me is just spit it out
I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now
Stop stop stuttering your words
It's only making you look worse

Chorus

Keep on stuttering (yeah you're stuttering)
Keep on stuttering (yeah you're stuttering)
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islyaa,thsb.biamyaw