I've been sleeping very late...LATELY
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Laying in bed full of diff thoughts everynite...
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Sometimes its about skool[screw it] or about family or about errr other random things lah
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Then memories =/
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Before falling asleep last night, I was reminded of the feeling I've been putting away for quite awhile...That feeling that will make ppl go crazy,A feeling that can make u either feel like ur on top of the world..or the lowest point of your life...*sigh* that feeling..is...BLAH!
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ya'll shud noe lah...
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I haven't really felt it since...ERRR!...I mean romanticly larh..But frenly got lor
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Don't know if i miss it..The longer I've been single..The more I wanna stay this way..Don't know when I'll ever wanna feel...THT FEELING again
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When I think of it..My hearts starts to melt,even tears starts to form...Looking thru our memories..T.T EFF THIS...
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I feel like I'm getting more insecure each day...Like I can't trust any guy anymore..=P [in relationship terms], And like I can't let anyone in anymore..Feels abit lonely at times..But keeping busy helps alot i guess =D
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I was also reminded of our sweetest moments.. ;(
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I doubt u'll ever think of them anymore...=P
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But remember...How we'd wish time would stop for a moment..or how we wouldn't want the day to end as we watch the sun slowly disappearing..how we both wud freeze for a moment to stare into each others eyes..how I wud lay in ur arms wanting to stay there forever,cause it was the one place in the world where I never wanna live without..Feeling safe and complete
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Being with you felt like nothing else matters...Everything felt right,for that moment
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*sigh sigh sigh*
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At least now I think of THAT FEELING less and less each day
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Nehoo..Jus to let YA'LL noe..tht I'm not interested in a relationship any time soon.. =P
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So yeah..I ain't ready for anything..YET.. lol
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And even if I was...doesn't mean that I'll get straight into one with jus anyone ; P
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Nyeknyeknyek~
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till next time
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XOXO's
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