JERK~ XD

Excuse the scary freaky pic~ hehehe... i like it XD~

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Neways I've been getting my sleeping time better... but for today I'm still up cause I'm kinda nervous... Tml is mat testing at 1U.... then Sat is the comp... geez.... I'm sweating thru my hands already... I hope I don't mess up...I WON'T I WON'T !!!...@.@~~

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Well anyhooo~~ my main point for blogging is about JERKS!!!

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Or also known as Boys...Guys not man..

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Whats the difference?? Well you tell me~

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How do you define the difference between a Man and a Boy...Does a Man have to pay for the whole date? Or the first to sms or call you...A man who takes responsibility for his actions...Knows how to touch a girl? *not jus physically-.-* Knows how to treat a girl? Can provide for her financially and mentally and emotionally ? and...other...ally... ._.~

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Then whats a boy??? An immature , irresponsible , childish , selfish person? How does a boy ever learn to grow up?? seriously... Like does he have to get some hard hitting of reality before he realises how much time he has wasted being such a kid?

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I really don't get it... When a man says 'I love you' You can really see in his eyes... That he means it for all the right reasons...Not jus cause you're beautiful,hot,sexy,smart,cute,funny or watever... Jus cause Everytime you're both apart...He misses you...He misses you being in his arms...Missing you to do that embarassing thing tht he finds irresistably adorable... Missing every lil flaw you have that makes him smile...

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But When a Boy says 'I love you' he maybe mean it...But not from his heart...But only cause he thinks he's really in love...If he really loved her...He wouldn't always wanna stick to her like glue...Not giving her space to breath or even the chance to miss you... Its jus gonna get irritating BOY~ . . . Being in love means learning to let go sometimes... You're gonna miss her...Which makes things awesome... cause she wants you to miss her! not stick with her everywhere she goes!! . . . She wants you to always think of other before yourself... Being selfless...

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There's a difference between you caring for her and you thinking that you're caring for her , but in reality... you are just controlling her ~ BIG NO!!!!FREAKING BIG NO

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Its like when she goes out till late with her friends...And you advice her not to stay out too late...And to let you know when she's home...That's caring for her...On the other hand If you tell her something like 'Its late you better go home now!' don't freaking force her...esp with anger! If you say it like you're advicing her and in a sweet gentle tone... there's more chances she will listen to you and still love you in the end XD~~~ seriously~!

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Oh yeah... Girls don't like emo guys... Its such a buzz kill! party pooper!! dead fish! .

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Nobody wants to feel down when they're in a good mood...You emo-ing to ur girl is not good... unless u r sharing ur probs with her so she can understand ur situation a lil bit better... dun freggin lie about it -.-~ If ur not gonna tell her about why u r emo then don't even bother talking to her...Its not like she's gonna be psychic and noe whats wrong and wat to do immediatly...

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geez~

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hmmm... I dunno where I'm goin with this d XD~ jus had alot to get out of my chest...Boys are jus Immature lil beings... sometimes I start to think...Maybe I should try to explore...Like See how older men are like... and compare with younger boys... Since so far -.-~ ehem... nvm~~

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HEHEHHE~wow .... my butt is numb..... whoaaa... i can't feel it....

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dude~~

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it feels awesome....HAHAHAHA!! sounds wrong but NO! its jus feeless~ k?!

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ok larhhh~ u dirty minded JERK!=3 gonna try to roll over my bed and sleep~

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I love you!

succkkaaaa

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XOXO's