Sunday, January 24, 2010

I've Never said anything,I wish to hav said


Chocolate cupcake~ RED ICING... I couldn't help it =3~ THX ^@^
To..errr ??? HEHEHEHEHE YEAHHH THX~!!
Eating si ham with len is an addiction!! dammit... Bad addiction!! lol..After finishing everything...We were waiting for Justin... And also waiting for the rain to stop -.-
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Jolene started to create ...Well I dunno what she was doing... But she was like stacking the shells in order or something..Then I decided to do something too~
My Si Ham Tower ~
Her Si Ham...Thing~~~ =P dunno what it is... But its neater than mine~ =B
Can you see the tip?? lol..
Neehoooo~ My main point of blogging now... Is...Haih..
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My oldest brother is leaving tml...=( Jan,Sunday 24th,10'...
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He's the one in black...on the right of the pic..My oldest bro...=(
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I've always talked about how he should move out and get a life...And now that he REALLY is leaving for good...I feel regretful...I now wish nothing has to change...
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I don't really know much about my brother Daniel..But I can tell you about what I do know...I know that He loves his games like a guy would love a girl...HAHAHAH sry if I put that in a wrong way... But its true XD
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I know that when he's about to smile.. He tries not to..I don't really know why..Esp when he looks better smilling...
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I know that he never shows love nor care to ppl...But on the other side... He actually does care and love...He doesn't dare to show it..
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I also know that...We've never said I love you to each other before...T.T
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I've always said bad things about him...But I really truly just want him to love me back... As I truly Love my brother...Both my brothers...And my world will end if I lose either one of them... They've both taken care of me...At some times..Or the most when i needed them..*Gosh I think I'm crying*
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I really pray My brother will go there safely and study well..And make good friends..And take care of himself..If anyone tries to hurt my brother..I will personally fly there to slice,strangle,drown,melt,and etc. that guy or girl who even thinks about it...I DARN FREGGIN WILL!!! MARK MY BLOODY WORDS!!
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I hope I won't cry sending him off later...or I will hav to slap myself doing so... -.-...At least he's coming bak for christmas~i do hope...
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Nways...I better go now...Before i start to feel more..emotional...
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gnite..
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XOXO's
I love you my brother Daniel...Always have always will...

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