Let by gones be by gones

Yesterday~ went to buffet dinner wif ma sis~

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While she ate.. I'm still on my diet...extended to 10 days since Sunday? or Monday

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I ate fruits T.T while she ate...FOOD~

Cam whore moment!!!

Nerdy smiles~btw pics wud be clearer if u clicked it bigger=.=

Ignore my retarded finger pls~ =P

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My fingers are sexy kayyy!?? hahahah jkjk~ XD

Posers~

Emo shitz...

My sis~ hahaha she looked like a lil girl~

*wink stare*

I hav a stapler thru my belly... long story~ lazy to tell =P

Yesterday i baked cupcakes and cookies...[too free]

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But my will is strong I will not eat wrong!!

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unlike my dear lovely sister=.=! [who was also suppose to be on a diet since yesterday,and today...but FAIL]
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I didn't any of it~ instead I brought them to school~..my class finished all=.=... everything gone in 2 days ni...no worries~ I'll bake more SOON

My dad's wallet thingy...rob him!...

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grrrr

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pui...

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thiz is wrong~

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anyhooo~

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I was soooooo bloody annoyed!

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u noe why???

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OF COURSE YOU DON'T..[REALLY] NOE WHY!

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I TELL U Y~~~

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BCOZZZZ

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I'm getting so annoyed! Always getting accused of something I didn't do!!!

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You said to put the past behind! And yet you seem to always bring it up!

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Do you want me to bring up about what 'A GREAT SO-CALLED-MOTHER' you were!?

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FFFFFFFFF******FFFFFFF******~

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I don't wanna hate you...But I wish i didn't have to love you either!!!!!You don't even know how much pain you've cost me!I admit I had hurt you too,BUT NOT AS BLOODY MUCH AS U HAV DONE TO ME!!The rest of them had your back,while I was left alone to be ganged up on!...I really hate you now...

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I hate you to tears!!

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I know you still wished you never had me!!!Well now I wish I was never born!!Especially to you!

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I also know it's still hard for you to love since the last time you said it!Everyone thinks you're just being a mother,and deep inside you love me...BULLFUCK!They don't know you the way I do!!! You're never here when I needed you,in fact you don't know how to be here for me! You don't know how to be a mother! You love the rest more than me because of how I turned out!I really tried hard to be someone you'd love!

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Trust me i tried!...So hard..But as always... It's never good enough for you,I really wanted you to love me..

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At first we were getting better,but then jus 1 person said something!....ONE FUCKING PERSON! And you had to accuse me again! AND BRING UP THE FUCKING PAST!! And remind me about what you did to me last time!! EVERYTHING!!You made me feel every pain you cost me!

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Don't think I haven't forgotten those words you said to me! The things you did to me!!

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You'll never understand me...You can't even love your own flesh and blood..

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watever

I hate you...I wish you weren't my mother...I wish you'd jus given me away ..Like you wanted to

Detox diet!

A fly trap....Guess the lizard tot it was an 'All-you-can-eat buffet'

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XD

Ok... From Sat 26th~ I'm going on an all fruits detox-ing diet...For 3 days..

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Today is day 2...And I feel better than day one..Cause yesterday I was having such a headache for the whole day!...Dunno why..hahah~

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All organic fruits

Strawyberry ice thing~...This was a day b4 my diet..hahaha~


On Thursday 24th~ Went to secret recipe wif kimmy~
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Had soooo much to talk to her about~ lol
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Talked about our DEEP FEELINGS~
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=3
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HEARTS AND LOVES TO KIMMY~~hahahaha
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May both our wishes come true ;D

*DROOLS*
My royal bed chamber when my sis Zoe isn't around....WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
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Well this was juz to update practically nth...
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or not much =D
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k k....I'm going to eat some FRUITS T.T
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XOXO's

Broken note to self

How do you get someone who's in love with you...To fall out of love with you?

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I guess I'm a lil stuck in between my feelings

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Too much to feel.. I don't wanna have anything now...Just wanna be myself~ Alone

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For as long as I can...But prob is...I mite be in love with someone??Or maybe falling for that certain somone

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HAHAH~I said MAYBE~

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I can't be sooo sureee

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=P

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As I've always said,I hate having feelings and emotions

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I feel bad when you say I've hurt you=.=!I just Don't feel the same way to you...

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But to some who actually understand..THANK YOU for saving me the trouble to feel bad T.T

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This time...I'm sticking to my deep gut feeling...No silly small crushes...

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Cause I really am tired of feeling like I have hope,but end up with just disturbing thoughts

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=/

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If we are meant to be,then let it be

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Our fates will decide I guess

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Maybe by some Magical Lovey dovey thingy,God will change my feelings towards you

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blah.. what de fcuk~ am I sayin!?

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I need more sleep @.@

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k..k.... I'm gonna get lost before I blabber more things that I mite regret blabbering out... =P

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XOXO's

I...C~~BUBBLEZ~

HAHAHAH....

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To make it fair,I also put mine up kayy!? hahaha

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From the top to bottom

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Nick Chong[Monk]

Kent

Me

Loon

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LMAOOOO~

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Sry I haven't been updating..

Saturday and Sunday I was working 19th-20th

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Then slept over frens house till Tues...

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Hehe~ we worked at Sunway resort hotel..Waitressing for weddings

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SOOO BLOODY TIRED!! T.T..My arms and legs ached for days~...

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I wanted to faint d when working... lol

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So anyways...

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ermm yeah

My maid's gone.. sooo I've been doing laundry with Zoe... But she seems to hav disappeared-.-! This is 2 days worth of clothes

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Yesterday I had to do double the laundry from this pic... Cause everyone was SOOOO HELPFULL=.=..

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Zoe went off somewhere... dunno lah...zzz

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So ...Yeah...

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blehhh~

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heheheheh~

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Tml got band prac....IMMMM SOOOO LAZYYY~~ But still band practice is fun...hahaha

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I wanna play shit head=.=...

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I hate spending money...esp my own money...Such a wasteeee~!

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T.T

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ppl owe me money... they suck my money! pui... i not sooo rich kayyy!?

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hahaha Sry... I haven't had much sleep...

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BUBBLEZ!!

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Yesterday I came home noticing the house deco changed...New pics were hung up[Dam ugly=.=... dunno why she put up oso..] Then I noticed that she has my brother's drawing hung up too... And I wanted mine to be hung up too~ sooo the conv went like this~

Me: Eh... Why Koko's drawing got hang up on the wall,but mine dun hav?

Mom: Where's your drawing la? Show me.

Me: I show u b4...That time.. My vampire girl.

Mom: WHAT VAMPIRE? DON'T WAN...

Me: Well its not really a vampire laaa...Its a girl with blood dripping from her mouth.

Mom: DON'T WAN! I don't want vampires hanging around the house!

Me: I said its not really a vampire laaa! Just blood coming from her mouth.

Mom: Still! I don't want.Not good!

Me: IT'S NOT EVEN COLORED! ITS BLACK AND WHITE! YOU CAN'T SEE THE BLOOD~!

Mom: I don't care! Its a vampire!

Me: *looks at brother's drawing[that looks like a blue zombie in cartoonish way]*Why koko's drawing look like monster can put up!? And mine can't!?

Mom: That one is not the same! Its artistic.

Me: Mine is bloody artistic!

*brother Nick walks in* Nick: what's goin onnn?

Me: Mom won't let me put my drawing up!...

Nick: What pic? I wan see~

Me: A pic of a girl with black blood coming out of her mouth=.=

Mom: ITS EVIL!~

...lol that's all i can remember... i added the last one up... cuz that's wat she meant to say anywaysss~

All my drawings hav my emotions in it

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Haih

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The more emotions I have... The better the drawing will be

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Now... I'm feelin stuck... In the middle..Confused...

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haih..

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Bitter heart

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Bitter heart

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Let me go

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XOXO's

Bak to Bakin~

Nikki Flores- Let It Slide

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Love tiz song!!!

My sis actin emo...wif a ...err... vegiee
My baby Caramel~

I dunno wats his name... sooo annoying XD
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Kept scratching my hand![My frens dog btw]



Lemme bring u to my Fashion Class...hehehe
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Since I've got nothing much to blog bout~
Sewing machines blablabla

Students drafting and ...doing other things~

OOooooOOOOoooo~!! headd!!!

Hehe

Posters...from something something..

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Blah my brain not functioning well.. can't think of words to say

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Very tired

Hehehe.. reminds me of a show...errr..can't remember what it's called

After a very long time... I finally baked again...hehehe

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Icing above...I din hav chocolate... so i used milo XD....turned out nice!

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hoho~ Zoe was such a great help hehehe~ she was like a lil child wanting to do everything...esp licking and sniffing everything=.=...

Cupcakes we made =3

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i used an easy recipe!

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But now I'm outta butter =P

BAKE BAKE BAKE!

*ting* tadaaaa~ cuppie cakes...

Filled the milo icing on top wif Zoe dear~

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And we were set!

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We instantly ate afew!...SOOO FRESH AND NICE AND MOIST...AND DELISH!!!!XD *drools*

Sry if u can't read 'Tempting eh??Try ONE~♥ Vanilla cupcakes with milo icing~♥

♥Hannah~♥
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hehehe~

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Hmmm today~ went to skool...HAD PIZZA...*FAT FAT* FFFF!!=.=

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Then when everyone went to chapel.. oni me and Lyn was left alone upstairs...hehe cuz we were doin test's

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Lyn was still writing her 'ASS-Say' I crawled on the table[like I'd always do on my kitchen table to feel comfort XD habit] and we talked bout LOTS of things...

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T.T soo happy~ finally talked to her after soo long... sobsobs..

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Felt like i haven't seen her in soooo long man!!!

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Newayz after skool... Went to STATION 1 wif Kim , Kent,And Nigel[Thornberry~*does snortish laugh*]

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=3

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blablabla came home BAKED!

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then on9...

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well I'm tired~

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I'm not gonna sleep... But gonna... do..sum....thin.....which....is.....nth~ @.@

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XOXO's

DON'T leave Kanye alone XD Poor Taylor

Lmao~ For those who doesn't know what happened with Kanye

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I think everyone should already know

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But anyways...When Taylor Swift won 'Best MV of the year'Award... She was interupted by Kanye West sayin 'Beyonce has the best video of all time!!' And left Taylor..Stun and speechless[Poor girl XD]

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Later on when Beyonce won an award...She called Taylor Swift up... And gave her the award~[sooo sweet~]

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Oh and we found out that JayZ was the one who told Kanye to do the whole thing in the first place=.=.....


A lil Blooper of what me and Zoe are doin XD...I'm having second thought's of putting the real video up,esp when we were both acting like total goof balls!

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I'll think bout it =P

Nehoooo~ This morning once again=.= I was woken up by the bloody construction noises!!!

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Arghhh soo annoying...It's getting louder and louder everyday...It sounds like its practically in my house...Sooo not wanting to wake up still..esp when it was 9AM~ hehehe~[too late for skool d~] I took tissue paper and rolled them up as balls.. stuck them to my ears and had another layer of stuff toys pressed against my ears.. I could still hear the constructions.. But not as loud anymore... So I went back to sleep

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When I woke up.. They were still sooo noisy!!! So I juz screwed sleep...And went to bathe...When I got out of the bathroom..I realised they stopped all constructions d=.=....OMGGGGGG!!!Soo annoying... everyday i wake up cranky bcuz of them~!

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Garrrr...Rawr..Meow...Woof woof...Moooo~...Wobble wobble~

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well...I'm gonna go watch anime now ^.^ =P bye bye~

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XOXO's

HOME ALONE!!!

Went skating yesterday~

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Josephine,Zoe,me,Shu shian..If i spelled it right =P

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its was fun~ hhaha But I left early

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blablabla

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At nite went for Justin's cellgroup Steamboat~

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We played taboo....IT WAS FREGGIN HILARIOUS AND FUN!!!

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Came home dead tired...wanted to faint d~

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FAST FORWARD NEXT DAY[WHICH IS TODAY]

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Woke up...being blur...I wass soooooo BLOODY ANNOYED!By the noises coming from next door...ALl the renovations and constructions...Hammers drills! blah!!

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Then I went to look for food~...

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But there was nth to eat... so I checked all the rooms... Looking for anyone..

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And i realised...I WAS HOME ALONE~ WOOHOOOO~

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hahaha

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But sadly.. there was nth to eat..AT ALL...So I drank water... and came on9..

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Still waiting for food... Lord know's when I'll eat... but oh well... same thing happened a few days ago... no food...I waited till 3 something still no food... But had to go out for band practice.. so On the way to band prac.. I had to buy cheese tarts and rushly eat them...T.T i hope I get skinny..hehehhee~

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Well... not much to blog about...OTHER THAN THT BLOODY ANNOYING CONSTRUCTION NOISES!!! BLARHHHH!!

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=3

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gonna go church later[soooo HOLY]

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hmmm...ok...I've got nth else...hehehe

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bye freaks

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XOXO's