Listen to the beat of my Heart

Music is everything to me,without it I'd probably die man

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no lah... But It would be darn boring!... Music helped me alot...I really don't know why... But it helps me feel better or..sometimes worst XD... BUT ANYHO~ Its been my best friend since I can remember...It holds many memories...It can bring you up or down...Happy,sad,angry,Love, and etc.

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It got me thru my worst of times...Now when I listen to certain songs... I reminis about what happened during the period of when I heard that certain song...Blah... It just tells so much stories and reminds me so much of my happy or sad past

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I bet that happens to EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON EARTH... Even just a simple lullaby will remind you of anything at all

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This song reminds me of when I'd got addicted to the game because of SOMEONE~!! hahaha...High Priest ^@^

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The rest of the songs below are just new songs I met recently =3

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Enjoy~~

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This is a kinda old.. but nicee


This one was intro to me by mahh mommy~ JOLENE~ hahahah ^@^ daymmm nice!

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Well...Im goin now...goin to doze off somewhere...weeeweee~

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XOXO's

In Everything Has Its Limits...And You're Really Crossing It

I've been there and with you whenever you needed me.I didn't ask anything in return...I juz loved you more than my own flesh and blood... You were an important part of my life...No one understood you as well as I could...I resisted everything bad you said...And Always told you good things about you...When you barely said much good about me...

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I admit I've blown up afew times before... Complaining about you...But I still sucked it up... And held you for much longer...I kept everything I felt from you...I only showed you love and concern and care,But it didnt seem like you cared much...There were times you care about me.. But sometimes in the wrong way..I try to teach,advise,and show you love...But you seem to juz move away ,shutting everything I said down.

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I really wonder if you could ever find anyone else who can handle you the way I do...ALOT of ppl really cant stand your careless attitude...You really better change before you lose everything important around you...I'm really disappointed to what you've become...Maybe I gave in too much...Your Proudness has taken you over till you don't realise it

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I really Feel like I shouldn't be bothered anymore...But I still care...I won't give up..

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But seriously...If you keep on pushing my buttons... I will let you go...Even I have my limits...And you're really starting to reach it...

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You always wonder whats wrong with everyone else when you only think about yourself...And no one else around you...You better start to get a brain or grow one...

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I sacrifice alot for you...I'm getting very tired of this...

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XOXO's

Public transport pisses me off~!!!

He yoooo~So anyways today i met a new fwennn ^@^ in my fashion school..hehehe JACOB~

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Hopefully he's a keeper XD since he also is new..and coincidently were frens wif Kent.. and tht's how we actually met each other before actually...HEHE...Nehoo maiii main story is.....

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Public transport I very HaTe~!!!

Everday I go to my fashion school by the train from Subang to KL... then blablabla

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Thing I hate about trains is that *UNgentleman* Guys would not care about anyone else around... No one but themselves... once the door opens... they'd shove anyone away just to get in and get a seat...LIKE BLOODY HELL.. Those seats were meant for the disabled,elderly,pregnant-ly,ppl! unless there's not many ppl then feel free to sit... But shoving your way through??? Is very stupid...

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There was this guy and girl*probably bf/gf* they had a whole bunch of laugage... Then opposite me was an empty seat...As I was just standing leaning against something... the guy rushed in before his girlfren*note they were teenagers* And took the seat...without even asking the girl to sit!!! WTF??!! I mean even if its not bf gf oso... Still des not give him an excuse to sit straight away...That's not the end of it... After a few stops there was an empty sit next to the guy now... then now only he asked the gf whether she wants to sit... but she said no thx... Then the gf turned around and looked at me and then look back at the bf saying" make way la..let her sit" then I shaked my head saying no thx.. but the guy scootched anyways... Instead of scootching all the way... he only scootched half way... and was taking up 2 seats-.-.... He looked soo immature... I kept looking at him...*gave the you-should-be-ashamed-bluek! look*

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Then after that as always en the door opened to get out.. he rushed and pushed his way to the front... EVEN PUSHED THE GF AWAY!WTF!? Maybe he thought his laugage was the biggest so he had to get out first before its too late??? BULL!!!

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I hate public transport... BLEH! inconsiderate ppl... PUI!! there were only some who were considerate... But rare~ Like when there's an empty seat the guy would ask me if i wanted to sit... Then even after I said no thanks...He still didn't sit down...He continued standing... AWW~

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oh oh oh !!!

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There was once these bunch of irritating LALA girls! barf!

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When we went in the train... they were like squeeking and rushing for the seats... SOOO STUPID...Then there was this old man who was heading for one of the seats... But the stupid inconsiderate girl rushed to the seat before the old uncle could reach it... He ended up standing up...I felt sooo irritated hearing them giggle blabalblabla!!! esp when I'm not really a morning person... My mood ain't good... HMPF!

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pyuu pyuuu pyuu~

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nehooooo~

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I forgot what I wanted to say some more... HMMMMMM~~ I miss skating =(

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dammit..

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HAIH

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k la... cyazzz~~ HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

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XOXO's

5.15,18,22,25.7.28...Time to Start Over

I know I should have let you go a long time ago

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But I couldn't accept it...I was in denial...But now...It seems that you've moved on

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Maybe its time for me too...Time to put behind as my memories...Lay it all down...Dry up my tears from all the pain

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I'm done with this for good... i promise.. =/ i hope...

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This year I'm starting all over again...I won't let the past bother me...Not even you...I still hav a part of me that loves you to bits,But i won't let that get in the way of my life

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09' Has been the most memorable year of me life!!! haha...

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wonder what's in store for year 10' can't wait... =/

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Lets get started yo??

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I'm starting fresh !!! =D

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Don't ask me stupid ques or I will slap you KAO KAO!!!! ^@^ *smacks*

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hmmmm~ mmmkayyyyy I'm cheerie!! I'm happie~! Im really alrite...

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I am...

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XOXO's

shiattzzz

Hey

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YO~

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I'm in cc now.. juz to let ya'll know that my internet is down now... so i can't blog nor anything ..hehehhe sorry for not updatin~ but if i go to my facebook... the pics will the story ~ =D

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teeehheeeee hmmm well before i go~ HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL~

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Can't wait...

...Since i'm here I'll write down some of my new years resolution...

1. lose some weight =P

2. decide what I wanna do in life[as in career]

3.errr i dunno~ hehehehhee

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i go play cs lah

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XOXO's

Wats up December?! yooo~

Soooo...This month had started like almost two weeks ago...I haven't even gotten a christmas list of 'ppl to buy presents for' and i noe it's gonna be ALOT of ppl T.T sorry if i buy somethin stupid like a rubber duckie.. or tissue paper swan~ =P

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I'll TRY to get a decent present.. esp when i hav to plan bday gifts too! omg!!

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This Tuesday is I.O camp!!!! wheeee~!!! I haven't been to a church camp in SOOOOO LONG!! since i was 10 or 11 i think... dam blardy long loh.. and it was my first church camp oso tht time

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Ermmm i hav soo much pics in my phone!!! I'm juz too busy and tired to upload them... EFFF~ darnit... oh NZ frens are bak...SOOO HAPPY ^@^... thennn oh yeahhh~ who ever is reading this is

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Officially invited to my open house christmas party~~ It's mainly jus food oni... tht's the fun part..[not so fun lo]

Its first come..first to get the good better foods~

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Venue: MY HOUSE~ u wan the add sms me~ or contact me personally =P

Date : 25th-12-2009

Time : 11AM- 3 or 4 PM [I forgot]

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errrr yeahhh... anyone is invite yo~!

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ermhhh... ohhh i dyed my hair.. haha.. i dunno wat color it is d =P some parts pink ..some red..some in between mixes of red,pink and orange... hehehe my hair is sooo animated now XD

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I'll post up the pics when i feel like it =P hehehehe i hav raccoon tail ^@^

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well i got to sleep now... Even tho its holidays... its not for me nooooo~ I still have classes... every bloody morning... I'm seriously growing eyebags... maybe cause I stopped exercising... hmmm~ dunno lah~ neways...GNITE!

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XOXO's

Screw YOU~!!!

DADDY~~~ on Saturday 5th-12-09...Me Jolene and Hui Fen went to aud's house to surprise her for her bday~ even though her bday wasn't until wednesday... but THTS THE SURPRISE ^@^

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I lazy upload pics...hahaha... no mood to~ =P use ur imagination

Me and zoe...

She's the first to drop my phone-.-....
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So anyhooo~ Im gonna bitch abt how evil my mom is being again...BCOZZ!!!!

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I woke up late... She's been such a PMS freak these days again....I SWEAR SHE'S HAVING IT NOW!! I'm trying to shut my mouth and keep quiet when she's scolding... but tht lost me afew things... which I'm unsatisfied by keeping quiet...I FEEL LIKE EFFIN SCREAMING IN HER FACE!!!! How bloody unfair she is!!!!!

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She lectures me about things like if I wake up late again The world is going to end~!!

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Its not like i ALWAYS wake up late!... Only sometimes!. and tht's cuz i haven't gotten enough bloody sleep u WOMAN!...She already took away so much from me and i juz keep quiet... And she thinks i haven't learnt my lesson...WTF!? She really wants me to yell back at her??!! Eff wei i din even talk back ...much... d! and its getting worst!!! AHHHHHHHHHH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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watever she's a loser

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Everything also she blames me...SERIOUSLY!!! Even if someone's elses fault and she dunno.. first person she'll point to is me...If i make jus a small mistake i get the end of the worlds lecture!...

So stressed ok!?

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And she expects sooooooo bloody much from me!!!! But at the same time she doesn't believes in me at all...She thinks i really have no feelings!?... she doesn't notice the small things i try to do for her... but small things is never good enough for her...OBVIOUSLY...

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she will never have the heart to love me! I SWEAR TO YOU!

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All she cares about is money... BIG DUH~

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shit wat i wanted to say d.

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I'm craving Carbonara btw..

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And cheese~

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erh..Oh yea..wait.... nvm i forgot again. screw it..

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Tht's all the update ppl

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bye

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XOXO's