Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Mixed up feelings...This is for You...[Warning:Very Emo...Dramatic...]

I still feel in love
But then at times angry...

And then sad,heartbroken...
And then I feel like dying...
But still...
...Still do...


Mend my broken heart...

Im sorry...
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Im not sure what Im sorry for...I just am...
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I don't even know why you're being like that to me...
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Don't ignore me
Im still in love with you...Even when it hurts...
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Time is moving too slow...
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Wish you knew
How much I loved you..I still do..
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wish you knew how much it hurt to hear you say'I used to love you'
or even thinking about how you'd say'I love you'
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Hearing your voice makes me break into tears
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I don't wanna feel this way,cause it hurts...
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Even seeing you hurts me so much
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I just wanna be fine again...
I'll miss everything we had...Even though it wasn't much,But its more than enough for me to reminiscence about...
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I might be smiling...But only cause Im holding the tears inside...
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Just know that I want you to be happy with or without me...Don't blame me if I still say I love you...Cause I really do...
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I remember that one day with you,I felt as happy as I have ever been...Being with you on that day made me wish it'd last forever and never end...Every second was precious and memorable...Having you next to me,made me feel so happy and safe...And not alone...
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Now...Its different...
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My heart is breaking and hurting so much...And you don't even know it...All I wanna do is cry till I fall asleep...And hope I won't need to wake up
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I don't hear your cute laughters on the phone anymore...I don't even see your name appearing on my phone anymore...
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I miss your sweet warm hugs...It makes me feel soo at peace...And I don't wanna let go...Cause if I did...I might lose you...
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I miss how surprisingly sweet you were at times and caring...
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I miss our small funny arguments
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I miss how you'd miss me too much...
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You were wondering why Im so serious about us...Cause I thought you were too...They way you talked about us...And even the way you talked to me at times...
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I fell for you hard...Too hard that I've hurt myself...Its my fault for opening my heart to you...I don't and won't blame you for everything Im going through...
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Im trying so hard to smile for you...So you don't have to worry about how Im feeling or ask if Im ok...I can say all this cause I don't even think you'd read my blog,knowing how forgetful you can get sometimes...
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I know I can't force you to feel the same way about me...And I won't...I hope you'll find someone better than me...I know you will...I guess we'll just be friends yeah?...Thanks and sorry for everything...This isn't even half of how I'm feeling...But Im gonna keep the rest inside untill next time or Lord know's when...
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I love you
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My remedy music
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We were as one, babefor a moment in time.
And it seemed everlasting,that you would always be mine.
Now you want to be free,so I'm letting you fly,
'cause I know in my heart, babe,our love will never die.
You'll always be a part of me.I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I ain't gonna cry, no,and I won't beg you to stay.
you're determined to leave boy,I will not stand in your way.
But inevitablyyou'll be back again,'cause you know in your heart,
babe,our love will never end.
You'll always be a part of me.I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I know that you'll be back, boy,when your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that you'll be right back, baby.Baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time, time.
You'll always be a part of me.I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
You'll always be a part of me.I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

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